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i was bored, so i decided to look through my old entries that i posted.. there were some i actually wrote even thought i couldnt believe with my own eyes... my writing style and everything..
i was talking with a good friend yesterday.. we talked about love. she said she fell in love deeply when she was about 20 or 21. when i was in high school, i thought i knew all about love. it took me long time to realize that i was wrong. i mean how can i say i know if i only experienced a little of love...i never had loved someone deeply like i would be more than willing to take a bullet to save his life instead of mine..
there is a guy that i personally do want to have a committed relationship with. but what has stopped us is long distance. sometimes it is all worth taking risks. right now, i am not sure how i feel about him.. but i know that i do want to have something more than our friendship. i just have to wait and see what happen. i am not gonna be pushy.. but i may have to make moves to get what i want... am i kidding? i am scared to tell him how i feel. because i dont think he does like me more than just a friend.. and i keep telling myself that "he is too good for me.. so i gotta move on", but i couldnt
look what i found.. i still dig that poem, because its so true..
For an AnGeL
Love is like
a roller coaster
in that one day
you have a great
time with the love
of your life
but the next day
you have a fight
with her but
remember this
folks: Love is
always going to
be like a roller
coaster in that
you will have your
ups and downs
in a relationship
with your lady
just like a
roller coaster!
Earl B, Mikell copyright--November 24,2001
i was talking with a good friend yesterday.. we talked about love. she said she fell in love deeply when she was about 20 or 21. when i was in high school, i thought i knew all about love. it took me long time to realize that i was wrong. i mean how can i say i know if i only experienced a little of love...i never had loved someone deeply like i would be more than willing to take a bullet to save his life instead of mine..
there is a guy that i personally do want to have a committed relationship with. but what has stopped us is long distance. sometimes it is all worth taking risks. right now, i am not sure how i feel about him.. but i know that i do want to have something more than our friendship. i just have to wait and see what happen. i am not gonna be pushy.. but i may have to make moves to get what i want... am i kidding? i am scared to tell him how i feel. because i dont think he does like me more than just a friend.. and i keep telling myself that "he is too good for me.. so i gotta move on", but i couldnt
look what i found.. i still dig that poem, because its so true..
For an AnGeL
Love is like
a roller coaster
in that one day
you have a great
time with the love
of your life
but the next day
you have a fight
with her but
remember this
folks: Love is
always going to
be like a roller
coaster in that
you will have your
ups and downs
in a relationship
with your lady
just like a
roller coaster!
Earl B, Mikell copyright--November 24,2001