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I'm okay. Really. Well, I'm trying to be and I'm hanging in there at least. Its hard for me to type much now with my arm banged up so I will post more here later about how I am doing. Thank you for your love, your support, and your kindness though. It means more to me than you will ever know. I promise I will be in touch soon. I love you guys. Please tell everyone you love that you love them too. You never know when it will be the last thing you say to them. =(
Much Love, Ang
[Oh gosh, this was alternately one of the best and one of the worst weeks of my life at US Nats. I had an overall wonderful time while I was in Portland but it had its moments where I was just in tears sobbing too. I was actually in the arena waiting for the Pairs SP to start when I found out the news about Angela and her family from a friend who was surfing the net trying to figure out why Angela wasn't at the practice on Wednesday. My heart broke into a thousand pieces, I nearly started bawling in the middle of the crowd, and my heart is still broken for her. I still can't even believe that it all happened. I can only hope and pray that she finds some peace, some strength, and a lot of support (which I think she's all ready getting and that's awesome) so she can put things in her life back together again. And while some people will, I know I will never give up on her, no matter how many other people do. Its going to be hard for me to figure out what to do with the character here too but for now, I am going to let her heal and come back in a couple of weeks or so and go from there. I toyed with the idea of having her quietly disappear but I care too much about her (the real person) to even give up on the character so she will still be here and around but definitely not for a little while so I can figure out where I am going to go with her. Please don't hesitate to mention her though if you would like but know that I won't be around much to post as Angela for a while. I will just keep praying for the real Angela to find that peace and strength to keep going. Thanx for reading this long message guys and I hope that there are also some of you out there who won't give up on her either. -Angela's Storyteller]
Much Love, Ang
[Oh gosh, this was alternately one of the best and one of the worst weeks of my life at US Nats. I had an overall wonderful time while I was in Portland but it had its moments where I was just in tears sobbing too. I was actually in the arena waiting for the Pairs SP to start when I found out the news about Angela and her family from a friend who was surfing the net trying to figure out why Angela wasn't at the practice on Wednesday. My heart broke into a thousand pieces, I nearly started bawling in the middle of the crowd, and my heart is still broken for her. I still can't even believe that it all happened. I can only hope and pray that she finds some peace, some strength, and a lot of support (which I think she's all ready getting and that's awesome) so she can put things in her life back together again. And while some people will, I know I will never give up on her, no matter how many other people do. Its going to be hard for me to figure out what to do with the character here too but for now, I am going to let her heal and come back in a couple of weeks or so and go from there. I toyed with the idea of having her quietly disappear but I care too much about her (the real person) to even give up on the character so she will still be here and around but definitely not for a little while so I can figure out where I am going to go with her. Please don't hesitate to mention her though if you would like but know that I won't be around much to post as Angela for a while. I will just keep praying for the real Angela to find that peace and strength to keep going. Thanx for reading this long message guys and I hope that there are also some of you out there who won't give up on her either. -Angela's Storyteller]