Feb 06, 2009 17:55
I love you all.
I'm all moved in to my new place, thanks to everyone who helped me and you know who you are. :) <3
It's perfect for one person. And I can actually sleep at night. And study.
So, Mom has moved back to Middle Area, and right now she's acting as a go-between for Dad and I. Apparently, he's in rehab. I hope it takes. They've offered to pay half of my rent, which is definitely a help, because I want to also save up for college and stuff like that. And...yeah, eating is also good, lol.
Dad wrote me a letter but I'm not ready to read it yet. I'm not as angry as I was before. Curiously enough. I guess...it's easier, once you've left. Maybe.
Mom took me shopping for some things I still needed. It was nice of her, I think she feels badly about things. I think I'd feel badly too. I feel hideous for some things I said to her.
I've stopped going to church where I was going and am now going to the Episcopal Church down the street. I like it better there.
If I sound subdued, I am. But I'm doing pretty well. :)
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Elias, I'd like it if you could come over? I'll cook. I just...I miss being with you.