Mar 15, 2003 00:03
Craig and I spent some quality time together. I'm glad that I stayed because we sorted things out. When we were talking I realized how much I really love Craig. I didn't want to hurt him anymore, and I wanted to be with him badly. I decided to skip my career for a while (an extended vacation) and be with Craig. Being in his arms is very comforting. I rested my head on his chest and I heard his heart beat. I felt alive when I was with him. There was a part of me that wanted to just grab his hand and run to the nearest chaple and marry but that's too sudden. So we had hot sex instead. I missed being with him very much, don't get me wrong. Feeling his lips press against mine, and having him feel me up with his callused finger tips was very interesting. I missed it though.
Well, I need to go jump into bed with him again, and again, and again...