sad night ......
so i really dont understand! why is everything going so shitty. i feel like whenever things start to get back to normal something bad happens. life sucks in general right now.
so my parents told me tonight when i got home from an 11 hour shift that we would be putting my puppy (not really a puppy but shes younger than the other one) to sleep. there is no other option my parents explained. as soon as we leave she goes crazy and detroys our house. the only way to stop her from doing that is to give her such a strong medication so that she will be numb. obviously i do not want that. so she is sleeping next to me for the last time tonight (actually crying right now). cant continue to write ..........
rip dottie 10/21/2005 :(
so my parents told me tonight when i got home from an 11 hour shift that we would be putting my puppy (not really a puppy but shes younger than the other one) to sleep. there is no other option my parents explained. as soon as we leave she goes crazy and detroys our house. the only way to stop her from doing that is to give her such a strong medication so that she will be numb. obviously i do not want that. so she is sleeping next to me for the last time tonight (actually crying right now). cant continue to write ..........
rip dottie 10/21/2005 :(