Thinking~
I chatted with my friend over the phone today and no... it wasn't alsy... (though alsy was there--we had a conference.)
and she was upset about the course that she was being allocated to~
i'm not going to go into the details....
Shell--her nickname...=.= i love that girl~<3 like i love alsy~<3 haha~ =.=
we talked alot today and i learnt alot about her today~
and all of a sudden.... it was as if.... everyone had grown up alot~ >< (or was i just too immature?o_O)
Well~ Shell seemed as if she had just woken up from a bad dream and somehow.... me and friends had a terrible year during 2008~
She opened up to me~ (i like it when my friends do that~<3) and she became alot more optimistic~ and she started to think alot about her future and such~
and suddenly.... i realized that alsy has a loud voice. =.=
So~ while alsy and shell are talking about the courses and such... i'm typing over here in lj... and they're probably thinking that i'm busy with my fic~ i think alsy will be shocked when she reads this entry~ ahahahahahaha
Shell is still in the midst of finding out who she really is and what she really want in life~ hmmm.... i can't really say anything about that other than.... GAMBATTE, Shell~!!!!!!!!!
Shell has the tendency of regretting things sometimes~ and sometimes i really wished that i had a engine to insert into her body to give her a energy boost in everything that they do so that she won't regret~ TT^TT
i feel so helpless... i can do nothing except.... to lend her a listening ear~
i find this mushy~ because i don't usually say this or write this to my friends... but then.... shell.... i wanna tell you... don't give up on yourself!!!!!!!!!! i know that you can do it!!!! ya have my love!<33333 *RUNS AWAY IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!*
Start the engine in you and live your life to the fullest...<3