TERRIBLE WEEK
Anthony called me Saturday night and told me that his ex-fiance called him and said she still had feeling for him, i knew she had called the first time but it didn't bother me that much, but now he thinks that we need time apart to figure out what he wants to do, I don't know what I am doing, i am miseralbe without him. I want to be with him so bad, AHHHHHHHH!!!!! Why does my life always suck like this, bad things like this always happen to me, WHY i ask myself, i am a good person, but obvioulsy i am suppose to have challenges in my life, but i thought for once i had actually found someone that i could really settle down with, he is the first person that has ever made me want to actually settle so that in itself is something special. I just miss him so much, i can't wait till he figures out what he wants. Then at least i won't be so nervous, well i have to go.....LATER