Just fuck it all..............

Nov 01, 2004 22:45

Nallely this......nallely that.........i don't give a shit anymore, blame everything on me if it makes you feel any fucking better. Because I don't give a rats ass anymore and no one else cares either. If it makes you feel better trying to blame me for your stupid actions then fine, if it makes you feel better saying its all my fault, then go ahead, if it makes you feel better to insult me, push me down ................ then go ahead because I don't care.

I don't give a shit about you anymore, I tried to be your friend, your sister, your daughter, your everything and this is how i get repaid. THANX i really mean it thank you, especially those who "are there" for me....i always try to be there for all of you. I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS CRAP !!!!

I know i'm not perfect, i'm not mature, i'm nothing, yes again to those nothing..... everyone has the same freaking shit going on, but no one seems to care anymore.

Its funny, how you are there for some and expect that they too will be there but...hmmm.....they AREN'T!! Yea thank you once again. You........I can see now where you...I stand on your list of friends.......or whatever.

Yea hate me if you want, ignore me if you want, say I'm someone or turning it to someone because I give up.

But i will admitt there are a few.....FEW...more like 2 or maybe....maybe 3.... I should just go back and never come back and forget about those who I thought "cared".

Yea whatever say whatever you want...... because I don't care. So next time you open your mouth and expect me to listen and be a friend or whatever make sure.....make sure I'm there to actually listen.

You know i don't ask for much, i just want to be heard, or at least act like you all care. Those of you know that i put aside my stuff to hear and help......you all know.

YEA THEIRS MY FUCKING HAPPY LIFE.........MAYBEE YOU CAN DO SOMETHING TO MAKE IT BETTER OR WORST!!!!!!
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