It's my fault!!!
Have you ever felt like the world just turned your back on you? Some say that it usually feels like that, but it turn you turned your back on the world. In this case that is wrong. The world or at least who i know in it, has.
I have been threw a lot the past couple weeks, and i am trying so hard to be strong. Really i am. I put in a smile, go to work, hang with my friends. But i feel as if i am in a room screaming, and nobody looks up. I just want to scream " I LOST A BABY...AND IM HURTING". But if i do that it just proves, that im not strong. and i have to be...for my friends..my family...everyone.
Then there's Danny...i tried to talk to someone about it, but they were busy, and i didnt want to bother them, so i left it alone, like always!! He says he left, b/c it hurts to look at me, after everything. WELL HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL ASS?!?! I carried this baby for 5 months, and it kicked and moved, and i found out i was having a girl, and the next day..it was gone. How do you think i feel?
I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE!! Maybe it's just not worth it anymore...ya know. Maybe...
I have been threw a lot the past couple weeks, and i am trying so hard to be strong. Really i am. I put in a smile, go to work, hang with my friends. But i feel as if i am in a room screaming, and nobody looks up. I just want to scream " I LOST A BABY...AND IM HURTING". But if i do that it just proves, that im not strong. and i have to be...for my friends..my family...everyone.
Then there's Danny...i tried to talk to someone about it, but they were busy, and i didnt want to bother them, so i left it alone, like always!! He says he left, b/c it hurts to look at me, after everything. WELL HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL ASS?!?! I carried this baby for 5 months, and it kicked and moved, and i found out i was having a girl, and the next day..it was gone. How do you think i feel?
I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE!! Maybe it's just not worth it anymore...ya know. Maybe...