[Locked] Oh. Fuck.

[angel_vamp]

What the hell am I doing?

I'm sitting at my desk, clutching a bottle of whiskey in hands that won't stop shaking.

I should have been upstairs ten minutes ago.

I don't know what I'm more worried about - Spike ringing to find out where I've got to, or him not ringing at all.

...

How can I want this so much, and yet still be so fucking scared?