the green eyed girl is alive...
Sorry if this doesn't come out as beautifully worded as it should prob. be, for many of you, Yes she is still alive, and yes her baby is also still alive. I say her baby, because this is my baby.. I will not have my child grow up like I did, a father who doesn't even care. Sorry if I sound cold but I have to be, newly discovered facts. Anyways, I am back home right now, until Wednesday. Figuring out things of my life. It looks as if I might be moving back home. A very good possibility. I need to get away from Josh and his constant lies and the consistant fucking with my mental state that i just can't do anymore. Yes for all I had fallen into that pit of despair again, but no more, I know no more, cause I have forgotten the taste of his kiss. Life is still coming along, But it is still coming along. I just needed that final push to make it all stop, and I got it. There was so much I wanted to say, and now it doesn't even seem to matter. So what else, I am five months pregnant, it's complicated and i'm not going to post it here, i'm sure the rumors that have been spread around may have passed your ears. I'm not going back to school just yet, I really don't feel like talking right now, just thought I needed to feel out my FAFSA, i rreeally don't get on line anymore, no reason. So here, She is alive, She is Rebuilding.