the last tears to bleed through these shattered eyes.
Never knew I could feel this way about you,
Never Knew I could hate you this much,
Never Knew I could hold this much disregard for you,
Never Knew I could despise you this much,
Never Knew I could loose all respect for everything you are,
Never Knew I could never want to help you,
Never Knew I could watch you fuck up with a smile,
Never Knew I could loose my best friend again,
Never Knew that I yearned to watch you crumble,
Never Knew this place without you would be better,
Never Knew that my heart could rip from your soul, and it would be okay.
Never Knew I would see that day that I was done with you.
I never knew you stood behind the corner.
I had forgotten what it felt like to be safe.
I had forgotten what it feels like when someone wants to touch you.
I had forgotten what it felt like to desire to run my tounge across someone's lips.
I had forgotten what it felt like to just connect with someone.
I had forgotten what it felt like to be kissed for no reason.
I had forgotten how it felt to fall asleep next to someone who doesn't take their hands off you all night, and in the morning, you and your hands are still there.
I had forgotten what it was like to just have someone open the goddamn door for me.
I had forgotten what it was like to walk embraced by someone.
I never knew in a short time you would make me happier than I have been in a long time,
I never knew how to open up, but I know, you will be there, and all is finally right in these drained eyes.
To the fuck up you think you are(you can't blame yourself on your family, that's a cheap excuse, for once i now see you are just an idiot after all)
But look at how
I'm takin' the make-up off my face
Before I forget my own features
Cause I'm not here to let you down
But the Costume Makes the Clown
That's just life's anatomy
Don't be so hard, don't be so hard on it
It's your turn now to cheat on me
The promises I made to you went down the sink
But I really hope I haven't hurt your self esteem
I'm not a virgin, but I'm not the whore you think
And I don't always smell like strawberries and cream
So look at how
I'm taking the make-up off my face
Before I forget who I am now
...
And I wonder, day to day.
I don't like you any way.
I don't need your shit today.
You're pathetic in your own way.
I feel for you.
Better fucking go away.
I will be
Hey!
Better fucking go away.
I'm doin the best I ever did,
I'm doin the best that I can.
I'm doin the best I ever did!
I don't need to fantasize,
You are my pet all the time.
I don't mind if you go blind,
You get what you get, until you're through with mine!
I feel for you.
Better fucking go away.
I will be
Hey!
You better go away.
I feel for you.
Better fucking go away.
I will be
Hey!
You better go away.
I'm doin the best I ever did,
I'm doin the best that I can.
I'm doin the best I ever did!
Now go away!
I'm doin the best I ever did,
I'm doin the best that I can.
I'm doin the best I ever did!
Now go away!
To The best friend I have found in Ohio
Tell me, what's the use
Of the twenty-four inch waist
If you don't touch me?
Tell me, what's the use again
Of being on TV every day
If you don't watch me?
This house is full of emptiness
My closet's full of dresses
That I'll never wear
My life is full of people
But you're my only friend
My best friend
Hope it isn't too late
To say “I love you”
Hope it isn't too late to say
That without you this place fills with clouds
And it rains every day
Don't you know it, babe
I'm only half a body
Without your embrace
Let me tell you why
My heart is an unfurnished room
Any suggestions?
Don't have to tell you more than that
'Cause no one knows me like you do
Without exception
This house is full of emptiness
My closet's full of dresses
That I'll never wear
My life is full of people
But you're my only friend
My best friend
Hope it isn't too late
To say “I love you”
I hope it isn't too late to say
That without you this place looks like LONDON
And it rains every day
Don't you know it, babe
I'm only half a body
Without your embrace
Hope it isn't too late
To say “I love you”
Hope it isn't too late to say
That without you this place looks like cloud
And it rains every day
Don't you know it, babe
I'm only half a body
Without your embrace
Never Knew I could hate you this much,
Never Knew I could hold this much disregard for you,
Never Knew I could despise you this much,
Never Knew I could loose all respect for everything you are,
Never Knew I could never want to help you,
Never Knew I could watch you fuck up with a smile,
Never Knew I could loose my best friend again,
Never Knew that I yearned to watch you crumble,
Never Knew this place without you would be better,
Never Knew that my heart could rip from your soul, and it would be okay.
Never Knew I would see that day that I was done with you.
I never knew you stood behind the corner.
I had forgotten what it felt like to be safe.
I had forgotten what it feels like when someone wants to touch you.
I had forgotten what it felt like to desire to run my tounge across someone's lips.
I had forgotten what it felt like to just connect with someone.
I had forgotten what it felt like to be kissed for no reason.
I had forgotten how it felt to fall asleep next to someone who doesn't take their hands off you all night, and in the morning, you and your hands are still there.
I had forgotten what it was like to just have someone open the goddamn door for me.
I had forgotten what it was like to walk embraced by someone.
I never knew in a short time you would make me happier than I have been in a long time,
I never knew how to open up, but I know, you will be there, and all is finally right in these drained eyes.
To the fuck up you think you are(you can't blame yourself on your family, that's a cheap excuse, for once i now see you are just an idiot after all)
But look at how
I'm takin' the make-up off my face
Before I forget my own features
Cause I'm not here to let you down
But the Costume Makes the Clown
That's just life's anatomy
Don't be so hard, don't be so hard on it
It's your turn now to cheat on me
The promises I made to you went down the sink
But I really hope I haven't hurt your self esteem
I'm not a virgin, but I'm not the whore you think
And I don't always smell like strawberries and cream
So look at how
I'm taking the make-up off my face
Before I forget who I am now
...
And I wonder, day to day.
I don't like you any way.
I don't need your shit today.
You're pathetic in your own way.
I feel for you.
Better fucking go away.
I will be
Hey!
Better fucking go away.
I'm doin the best I ever did,
I'm doin the best that I can.
I'm doin the best I ever did!
I don't need to fantasize,
You are my pet all the time.
I don't mind if you go blind,
You get what you get, until you're through with mine!
I feel for you.
Better fucking go away.
I will be
Hey!
You better go away.
I feel for you.
Better fucking go away.
I will be
Hey!
You better go away.
I'm doin the best I ever did,
I'm doin the best that I can.
I'm doin the best I ever did!
Now go away!
I'm doin the best I ever did,
I'm doin the best that I can.
I'm doin the best I ever did!
Now go away!
To The best friend I have found in Ohio
Tell me, what's the use
Of the twenty-four inch waist
If you don't touch me?
Tell me, what's the use again
Of being on TV every day
If you don't watch me?
This house is full of emptiness
My closet's full of dresses
That I'll never wear
My life is full of people
But you're my only friend
My best friend
Hope it isn't too late
To say “I love you”
Hope it isn't too late to say
That without you this place fills with clouds
And it rains every day
Don't you know it, babe
I'm only half a body
Without your embrace
Let me tell you why
My heart is an unfurnished room
Any suggestions?
Don't have to tell you more than that
'Cause no one knows me like you do
Without exception
This house is full of emptiness
My closet's full of dresses
That I'll never wear
My life is full of people
But you're my only friend
My best friend
Hope it isn't too late
To say “I love you”
I hope it isn't too late to say
That without you this place looks like LONDON
And it rains every day
Don't you know it, babe
I'm only half a body
Without your embrace
Hope it isn't too late
To say “I love you”
Hope it isn't too late to say
That without you this place looks like cloud
And it rains every day
Don't you know it, babe
I'm only half a body
Without your embrace