It's not that exciting munkey, but here it is.
Lava Munkey:
last night went awfully confusing, but I came out of it okay, and so beautifully unbroken. I don't know what has happened to me, but my anger has been subsided, and it has been replaced by laughter I guess. I get there, late of course, and he's in bed, he doesn't want to talk about anything, so i'm like, i'm getting in a bubble bath, if you want to talk, you know where I'm at.. So I am in there, I have my I have my radio on, the first song that comes on is My Immortal by amy lee, that song has so much shit behind it, but I'm good, then the Pussycat Dolls With You comes on, he get's out of bed, comes into the bathroom, unplugs the damn thing with a vengence, and I'm a fucking smart ass at this point, But I love that song,turn it back on, so anyways, there was a lot of BS , but it boils down to this, He loves me more than anything in the world, It kills him every day that he can't be with me, He just wants to be with me, but he can't be, He says I dont; understand how much he loves me and how it kills him to not kiss me. .. yeah i don't understand how you can love someone and not want to be with them. So anyways he left cause it killed him to be in the same room me,,,, So I told him, that as of tonight i was completely over him, no more,no nothing, as of August he's my past that will be forgotten. I told him I couldn't be with someone who doesn't want to be with me, that's when He got really pissed and said you don't understand, and left,, and he won't inform me of what it is exactly i don't understand. So I don't know... but you wanted it,,, there it is,, sweet and simple... oh yea,, and it was like OMIGOD,,,,, I got out of the tub, had a towel on, and the only thing he could say,, is... you have really lost weight,,, what the hell.. um,, after 2 months thanks for noticing...so
he left in love, torn on what to do,,
I left more complete than I have been in a long time.
oh and have you heard of Panic! at the disco? they are my new favorite band I love em!!!
last night went awfully confusing, but I came out of it okay, and so beautifully unbroken. I don't know what has happened to me, but my anger has been subsided, and it has been replaced by laughter I guess. I get there, late of course, and he's in bed, he doesn't want to talk about anything, so i'm like, i'm getting in a bubble bath, if you want to talk, you know where I'm at.. So I am in there, I have my I have my radio on, the first song that comes on is My Immortal by amy lee, that song has so much shit behind it, but I'm good, then the Pussycat Dolls With You comes on, he get's out of bed, comes into the bathroom, unplugs the damn thing with a vengence, and I'm a fucking smart ass at this point, But I love that song,turn it back on, so anyways, there was a lot of BS , but it boils down to this, He loves me more than anything in the world, It kills him every day that he can't be with me, He just wants to be with me, but he can't be, He says I dont; understand how much he loves me and how it kills him to not kiss me. .. yeah i don't understand how you can love someone and not want to be with them. So anyways he left cause it killed him to be in the same room me,,,, So I told him, that as of tonight i was completely over him, no more,no nothing, as of August he's my past that will be forgotten. I told him I couldn't be with someone who doesn't want to be with me, that's when He got really pissed and said you don't understand, and left,, and he won't inform me of what it is exactly i don't understand. So I don't know... but you wanted it,,, there it is,, sweet and simple... oh yea,, and it was like OMIGOD,,,,, I got out of the tub, had a towel on, and the only thing he could say,, is... you have really lost weight,,, what the hell.. um,, after 2 months thanks for noticing...so
he left in love, torn on what to do,,
I left more complete than I have been in a long time.
oh and have you heard of Panic! at the disco? they are my new favorite band I love em!!!