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Feb 13, 2006 23:41

A story about a family of four and a half.

It's funny how people say they are tired of games and don't want any drama in their lives. So they elude themselves from their family and try to stop the drama from occuring, but when you step outside and look at it, you soon realize that, even you were causing non-needed drama. So self righteous. Thinking this is the best step, drama no more. Heh no. Funny how out of all four of us none of us are talking anymore. All for the sake of trying to help someone else out. It's not until your laying on someone else's deathbed that you understand how silly it is. How the righteous create their own drama. Pull them farther and farther into a pit of despair, where no one is there to pull them out. eh. O'well I guess. Shit happens. I've never been so blindly used before, so I'm not upset, more like, good for you, that was clever. Can't say as I didn't enjoy it from time to time. But, would have liked of known no strings had to be attached. That would have made my recent stay a whole lot easier. So I have lost the inabiltiy to hate. Like the oldest, I'm not mad at anyone, just really don't care if I contact them on a day to day basis. The past decade has been fun gang. We've had our highs, we've plummeted face first and hit rock bottom, hell we went through rock bottom a time or two. But, we really can't keep this up. It just keeps going on and on in circles. It's time for us to move on, find a different set of hearts to call our family. We can't keep hating ourselves. Life will constantly throw shit at you, that's how it works. you have to get up and say fucking yeah been there done that, got a tshirt and a hat. We can't just hate everything and everyone and think of ourselves and the perfect one. It really doens't work that way. In the end you created your own drama that you threw everything away to get away from.

that's it.. all the story I can think of for now. Getting really fucking tired, Need to get my rest. good night all.
The oh so desirable sickness.
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