death
when everything goes wrong in your life it really goes wrong. i was finally getting out of my please everyone state and heather was helping me a lot she even introduced me to her boyfriend and her boyfriend wants to set me up with someone so it is all good.
but wait ... everytime something goes right something always goes wrong. i just found out that my grandma had a stroke and they dont believe she will make it. i will be down to one grandparent and i love my faimly and i hate that it is falling apart!!! Sometimes i wish i could play god and just not suffer the way i am. I know that everyone has a time when they will leave this world i just wish it wasnt now i wish she would hold on!!
but wait ... everytime something goes right something always goes wrong. i just found out that my grandma had a stroke and they dont believe she will make it. i will be down to one grandparent and i love my faimly and i hate that it is falling apart!!! Sometimes i wish i could play god and just not suffer the way i am. I know that everyone has a time when they will leave this world i just wish it wasnt now i wish she would hold on!!