what a crappy life
hello my lil chicky. i life is really crap. My mum has been diagonsed cancer*sobs* and i feel like cryin so much i dont know what i would do with out her. Thats not the only thing that's it seems every guy i like either dont like me or has a girlfriend or they use me i envy people who have stayed with their boyfriends for years but why can i have some of that happiness. I suppose it dont help me having a bit of a manky finger or maybe its the way i act around people i am really loud but i cant help that i have always been like that and i dont think i am gonna change for a guy.and it dont help having 6 pieces of coursework having to be handed in by the 11 of march so theres no chance going out and having a life for the past 6 weeks i havent been able to go out as much because teacher threathen you oh i need help i feel really depressed better go all my love forever and always Angel_sam x x x x