Woah. You know, when I first saw then length of your story, I got sort of discouraged. But then, I read it, and got into it, and before I knew it, it was over. Even though you may have been talking naturally, like the way you always talk, I can't help but feel I was reading an intriguing short story. I guess it's just my thing for seemingly ordinary stories that have a certain mysteriousness hovering over them
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Opps. XD I guess I should mind the length next time.
I am aware that I'm not really a stalker, but to my peers, it may be the only word they know that they think would describe me. I'm not worried, or really bothered by it. Because their immaturity is probably due to their age.
That's really sad... As people enter adulthood, they seem less able to give others chances to change. But I suppose they are not the ones at blame. It is those criminals who do not change.
I think I would just let it be. If they are unable to see past such labels then, I don't think I want such people to be my friends.
Actually, the length doesn't matter. As long as you tell the whole story. (Plus, I did say I enjoyed reading your story, right? :) )
It's kind of funny then. If their immaturity is truly due to their age, then how is it that you are more mature than they are? It's your life experience that makes you mature, then, don't you think?
That is very admirable of you. To just courageously be true to yourself regardless of what others label you as. :) (Unlike me. I'm really self-conscious. -_-'')
Maybe? Then I'm curious, what different life experience made me different from them? Is it the school I went to? The culture I like and got exposed to? Or was it because maybe as a child, I had more adult company than company of my peers? Does your personality play a part too?
You asked, "...what different life experience made me different from them?" That is something only you can answer. I don't know. Maybe it's your family make-up (you know, maybe because you have a younger sister, you have more responsibilities as the older sibling). Maybe it's your cultural background (the way your parents have passed their culture onto you). Or, like you said, it may be due to your personality and you spending time with older people.
Self-centered? (*gasp*) No, that was supposed to be a secret! (XD)
Hmm... That's true... (I'm getting the weird urge to record down two kids' life and after they grow up, use it analyse how the different factors affect how they turned out to be like XDDD)
Now I'm just wondering how in the world our conversation about your stalker-themed post became ended up like this... XD
Hey, if you want to do the observation and data compilation, go right ahead. It totally sounds interesting. And you know, you can start with you and your sister. Since people always say siblings are different even though they grew up in the same house. Oh yeah, if you do decide to do it, don't forget to send me a copy of your final report. (XD) (Hey, if you're really going to observe two people for this study, doesn't it require that you become a "stalker"? XD No offense intended~)
Well, I know something about you now too! You're self-centered and I have evidence(<--your own words)! (XD)
Then the difference would be due to her having a elder sister and I don't, the difference in personality, and cultural background maybe, 'cause I've liked the Japanese culture and anime since I was around 9 but she isn't particularly attracted to any culture...
Sorry, but I just have more questions I want to ask you. Did you become attracted to Japanese culture because you were into anime? Or is it the other way around? Or did you get into both at the same time?
Now, I'm asking this because I'm thinking about reincarnation. I believe that your idiosyncrasies and special attachments in this life may reveal parts of your identity in the past life (or lives). So I'm thinking, maybe you have an attachment to Japanese culture and anime in this life because you were Japanese in your past life or something. :P
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I am aware that I'm not really a stalker, but to my peers, it may be the only word they know that they think would describe me. I'm not worried, or really bothered by it. Because their immaturity is probably due to their age.
That's really sad... As people enter adulthood, they seem less able to give others chances to change. But I suppose they are not the ones at blame. It is those criminals who do not change.
I think I would just let it be. If they are unable to see past such labels then, I don't think I want such people to be my friends.
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It's kind of funny then. If their immaturity is truly due to their age, then how is it that you are more mature than they are? It's your life experience that makes you mature, then, don't you think?
That is very admirable of you. To just courageously be true to yourself regardless of what others label you as. :)
(Unlike me. I'm really self-conscious. -_-'')
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Maybe? Then I'm curious, what different life experience made me different from them? Is it the school I went to? The culture I like and got exposed to? Or was it because maybe as a child, I had more adult company than company of my peers? Does your personality play a part too?
More like self-centered? XDD
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Self-centered? (*gasp*) No, that was supposed to be a secret! (XD)
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I actually meant myself but, oh my XDD
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Hey, if you want to do the observation and data compilation, go right ahead. It totally sounds interesting. And you know, you can start with you and your sister. Since people always say siblings are different even though they grew up in the same house. Oh yeah, if you do decide to do it, don't forget to send me a copy of your final report. (XD)
(Hey, if you're really going to observe two people for this study, doesn't it require that you become a "stalker"? XD No offense intended~)
Well, I know something about you now too! You're self-centered and I have evidence(<--your own words)! (XD)
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Then the difference would be due to her having a elder sister and I don't, the difference in personality, and cultural background maybe, 'cause I've liked the Japanese culture and anime since I was around 9 but she isn't particularly attracted to any culture...
XDDDD Well, you too!
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Sorry, but I just have more questions I want to ask you.
Did you become attracted to Japanese culture because you were into anime? Or is it the other way around? Or did you get into both at the same time?
Now, I'm asking this because I'm thinking about reincarnation. I believe that your idiosyncrasies and special attachments in this life may reveal parts of your identity in the past life (or lives). So I'm thinking, maybe you have an attachment to Japanese culture and anime in this life because you were Japanese in your past life or something. :P
Sound ridiculous? -_-''
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Hmm I think it was anime first. Then I got interested with the japanese culture, if I didn't remember wrongly.
Pfft seriously? Then I must have been plenty of things in my past life. Maybe my boy-obsessedness and stalker tendencies came from then too? XDD
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