Jun 24, 2005 13:52
So I think I have depression. Not just a small case, but the actual disease, disorder whatever you want to call it. I am seeing the Dr on wed and fri. next week and they want me on Zoloft.
I feel sooooo guilty and ashamed. I let it go too long and ignored my body that was screaming out that it needed help. And now I am paying for it. I feel like I have let my kids down, my husband down and myself down. Because I am the strong one who always could handle everything. Now I am the weak one who can barely go a full day without crying.
I hate myself.