I hate my mother.
Friday night was the worst damn night of my fucking life. My mother and I had a huge fight which led me to go to game. She later called ted and yelled at me on the phone. All I heard was blah blah blah blah so I hung up. After that me becca her sister teddy and mike went to her place. We stood there till about four then left to mikes place. I didnt want to leave because of my mothers threats and all. But I didnt want problems for becca and her family so I lefted with mike. On our way there these guys in a car wanted to start a fight and shit. We ignored them because it was late and wasnt sure if they had a gun. They followed us to a certain point then left. When we got to mikes house I got calm. Until my mother came and started hell. Funny part she stoped at the wrong house hehehe. How stupid. Anyway when she got there she knocked on every single fucking door looking for mikes after I showed her where. Then my dad got out of the car and choked me for a bit. At that point in time ted told me that mike was going to attck my dad for that because they wouldnt care that mike had me come with them to the house insted of going home and have the guys follow me and beat me or worse killed me. That right there is a true friend. Not many though about doing doing but he was the first. And I thank him for defending me. I really do.
It wasnt over till we got home till me and my mom got physicl. She choked threw shit at me. And I have to say she needs to get a life because she sucks. During the time when me and my mom were fighting my dad like always was playing video games and I thought it was funny cause when my fathers does that that means have your fun and I sure as hell did. I didn't take my mom lightly though because she used to be a pro kick boxer. She threw a punch at me but all I did was dodge them. Of the times in my life when she tried to fight me I never hurt my mother nor hurt her in any way. As much as I hate her guts I wont sink that low. I wont fall to her level because if I did which means she won and im in jail getting ti know bob in bed.(ah the horror Then at a certain point she mentioned sarah and that pissed me off beyond the point in staying calm. I threw a nice punch at the metal pole missing her head on purpose and snapping it in half. Now that fucking hurt alot and damaged my knuckles like hell. But it didnt matter to. I hate it when she puts down some I love so much and will have a nice life in the future.
But the best part of all is seeing the fear in my mothers eyes. I love that feeling and will always will till the day I die. Then my decide to go to bed and ending the dilema. I layed in my bed looking at the ceiling. And for the very first time I cried.
It wasnt over till we got home till me and my mom got physicl. She choked threw shit at me. And I have to say she needs to get a life because she sucks. During the time when me and my mom were fighting my dad like always was playing video games and I thought it was funny cause when my fathers does that that means have your fun and I sure as hell did. I didn't take my mom lightly though because she used to be a pro kick boxer. She threw a punch at me but all I did was dodge them. Of the times in my life when she tried to fight me I never hurt my mother nor hurt her in any way. As much as I hate her guts I wont sink that low. I wont fall to her level because if I did which means she won and im in jail getting ti know bob in bed.(ah the horror Then at a certain point she mentioned sarah and that pissed me off beyond the point in staying calm. I threw a nice punch at the metal pole missing her head on purpose and snapping it in half. Now that fucking hurt alot and damaged my knuckles like hell. But it didnt matter to. I hate it when she puts down some I love so much and will have a nice life in the future.
But the best part of all is seeing the fear in my mothers eyes. I love that feeling and will always will till the day I die. Then my decide to go to bed and ending the dilema. I layed in my bed looking at the ceiling. And for the very first time I cried.