Packing
I'm totally excited.. I'm going to DISNEY!!! The only thing that sucks is that I have to leave David behind. My mom was shocked when I hadn't asked if he could come with us.. Dont' get me wron I want him to come but at the same time I don't. I'm afraid that we'll have an awesome time and then God forbid we break up.. I wouldn't be able to see Disney in the same way. Don't get me wrong I will still go to Disney. It's the GREATEST PLACE ON EARTH!! but It's happened before and I still can't go on some of the rides with the same attitude as I did before taking a bf to Disney.. well I didn't take him we went on a band trip and marched in the Disney parade.. man was that fun but still.. I'm not sure I'm ready to have more memories of Disney with a boyfriend.. I did however ask David if he wanted to come with me durning the weekend of Mother's day. Hopeully his mom will agree to come as well. It would be awesome having them come up with us. The place we rent is HUGE so it's not like we couldn't share or something. But w.e that's MONTHS away from now and anything could happen.
Well as far as eveything else goes things are going pretty good in life.. I've decided to change my major.. I no longer want to do psych I mean if I get absolutely bored later on in life then sure I will dedicate the rest of my life to doing it but right now I just want to work in forensics.. :) My relationship with david is going pretty good things were getting rocky for a bit there.. but we've talking things out and things are starting to look up.. I've already begun to buy Christmas/Chanukah presents.. Chanukah for Babe and Christmas for everyone else.. lol oh man.. I saw this BEAUTIFAL manora *forgive the spelling* at this store and I'm totally tempted to buy it for David's family. His mom's always talking about how she wants a nice pretty one so I figured it would be a nice gesture.. no.. i'm not trying to kiss her ass... i've already learned there's absolutely NO POINT in doing so.. so why bother.. I can still be nice can't I? :) I think I'm going to get it for them well her when I get back.. anywho..
take care everyone and God Bless..
call me if you need me :)
ps. babe dont forget that I love you and be good wile I'm gone :)