long time no speak...
soooo, I've been perty busy lately in my life, too much shit going on to really update about it. I guess i should go over some of it.
It's come to my attention that I've been slowly becoming an Insomniac again. Lately going to sleep at 4:30 or 5:00 seems pretty normal to me. I of course still wake up at 8/8:30 in the morning to get to work. so this getting 3 to 4 and a half hours of sleep thing has become quite a trend. I feel lucky if i get to sleep before 2 now. quite infuriating really because I think that if it goes on much longer i may be on the verge of cracking. Also with the insomnia is small points of depression and large spans of almost Manic states. Quite odd that i've been pretty normalized in my moods for almost a whole year, just now am i getting to the point where I've been having mood swings/personality changes again. Now I really DO wonder whether or not i'm a Schizo.
On other news, my friend has pissed Tommy, Paul, and Me off to no end. So no more hanging out with the people who social engineer me. I HATE when people try that shit and don't realize that i'm looking out for it all the time. it infuriates me. that's another reason for my wierd moody swings.
Tommy got a Semi-promotion, he's now just another tech. :) Much less stessfull. and Today is payday. woohoo! Money!!! of course most of it goes towards bills :(
I hate bills :(.
It's come to my attention that I've been slowly becoming an Insomniac again. Lately going to sleep at 4:30 or 5:00 seems pretty normal to me. I of course still wake up at 8/8:30 in the morning to get to work. so this getting 3 to 4 and a half hours of sleep thing has become quite a trend. I feel lucky if i get to sleep before 2 now. quite infuriating really because I think that if it goes on much longer i may be on the verge of cracking. Also with the insomnia is small points of depression and large spans of almost Manic states. Quite odd that i've been pretty normalized in my moods for almost a whole year, just now am i getting to the point where I've been having mood swings/personality changes again. Now I really DO wonder whether or not i'm a Schizo.
On other news, my friend has pissed Tommy, Paul, and Me off to no end. So no more hanging out with the people who social engineer me. I HATE when people try that shit and don't realize that i'm looking out for it all the time. it infuriates me. that's another reason for my wierd moody swings.
Tommy got a Semi-promotion, he's now just another tech. :) Much less stessfull. and Today is payday. woohoo! Money!!! of course most of it goes towards bills :(
I hate bills :(.