A quiet evening

[angel_of_dreams]

It has been a rather quiet day, i left Manda's early came home and did some tae-bo and other excersise i do... Took a bath, then slept... Now everything seems quiet, everything has stood still. Even dusk... I miss alot of my friend i see day after day at school. I am even excited of going back, i am ready to finish my last year. I am ready to do it all, i cannot sit still for long, i need to keep moving and doing something or i go crazy. I can sit still and meditate for abut an hour or more but when it comes to day after day of boredom i go nuts. But there are slow days and then there are some exciting ones. But after a month of rest, my battery is charged and i am ready to go back.

I find it funny how much patience i can and cannot have. I cannot tolerate people but then again for curtain people i would go to the ends of the earth, hell and back for them. I can sit still and enjoy the silence, but if the silence prolongs i feel like a wolf trapped in a cage. I can wait from some people that need time, but then i just want to scream fuck it... Funny how something work in this world for others...