This is so emo it doesn't even qualify as a rant
I feel like I have loads to update about whilst not actually having done anything. Odd.
Canal holiday was lush. Loads of gorgeous super!English cottages in villages that I would probably go mad living in but I lust after them all the same. Lots of reading and also a suprising renaissance in playing pokemon on the DS. (Just you try and judge me!) Lots of boardgames, including an epic Chinese chequers game with Rach where we played with three teams each and had no idea what was going on until about the last three moves. Mum cheated at Trivial Pursuit but was so cute doing it nobody minded. Rachelle relearnt how to do locks. And then forgot. And then learnt again. Love you bb. There was lots of good pub food and beer. All in all, an excellent holiday.
Since the holiday, I have felt pretty crap, despite nice things happening. I blame most of this on a horrible period that has included horrid cramps and some serious mood swings and lows that have, well, made me feel crap. I'm also feeling really guilty and low about not having any work to do and being generally a waste of space. I keep trying to get over myself and then failing. Today I've spent all day watching Doctor Who and reading ONTD_P wank, which hardly counts as a productive use of time but hey ho. Tomorrow I will be better.
Nice things include:
Going to the pub with Tove on Friday and getting drunk in the afternoon. We had a massive gossip and talked about school and bullying lots (we didn't go to school together, she's a friend from college) and also she showed me some hilarious ~sexy pics of her bf that he's texted her, including one of his erect willy with a sink in the background that was just... I'm sure you can imagine. That would just be funny if he wasn't a good friend and OMG HE TEXT ME JUST AS I AM WRITING THIS THAT IS WEIRD well, I just don't want to be able to picture his willy that's all. :D
Nat came round, she is looking better and excited for her holiday with Tom. We made tentative plans for a birthday party for me but I doubt I will go through with it.
Now I am really tempted to do a massive meme.
Canal holiday was lush. Loads of gorgeous super!English cottages in villages that I would probably go mad living in but I lust after them all the same. Lots of reading and also a suprising renaissance in playing pokemon on the DS. (Just you try and judge me!) Lots of boardgames, including an epic Chinese chequers game with Rach where we played with three teams each and had no idea what was going on until about the last three moves. Mum cheated at Trivial Pursuit but was so cute doing it nobody minded. Rachelle relearnt how to do locks. And then forgot. And then learnt again. Love you bb. There was lots of good pub food and beer. All in all, an excellent holiday.
Since the holiday, I have felt pretty crap, despite nice things happening. I blame most of this on a horrible period that has included horrid cramps and some serious mood swings and lows that have, well, made me feel crap. I'm also feeling really guilty and low about not having any work to do and being generally a waste of space. I keep trying to get over myself and then failing. Today I've spent all day watching Doctor Who and reading ONTD_P wank, which hardly counts as a productive use of time but hey ho. Tomorrow I will be better.
Nice things include:
Going to the pub with Tove on Friday and getting drunk in the afternoon. We had a massive gossip and talked about school and bullying lots (we didn't go to school together, she's a friend from college) and also she showed me some hilarious ~sexy pics of her bf that he's texted her, including one of his erect willy with a sink in the background that was just... I'm sure you can imagine. That would just be funny if he wasn't a good friend and OMG HE TEXT ME JUST AS I AM WRITING THIS THAT IS WEIRD well, I just don't want to be able to picture his willy that's all. :D
Nat came round, she is looking better and excited for her holiday with Tom. We made tentative plans for a birthday party for me but I doubt I will go through with it.
Now I am really tempted to do a massive meme.