*whimpers*

[angel_nick]

Oy. Remind me never to let Elijah out of my sight again. I don't want to lose him.

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[heavenly_lij]

*coming up and sliding my arms around you from behind, resting my head on your shoulder.*

//You wont lose me.//

[angel_nick]

*I turn in your arms and kiss you softly*

//I know I wont//

[heavenly_lij]

*sighs deeply with a faint smile*

//love you//

*returns the kiss*

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[angel_nick]

*sighs too*

//love you more//

*plays with the buttons on your shirt*

[heavenly_lij]

*small smile as you play with my buttons*

*nuzzles against your neck lightly*

//you make me feel safe - stay with me//

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[angel_nick]

*smiles and kisses your temple*

//Of course I will. I'm not going anywhere, kiddo//

[heavenly_lij]

Good.

*I lean into you wher eyou kiss me, gripping you tighter, sliding a hand up and down your back.*

//I'm sorry you were scared//

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[angel_nick]

*softly*

It's not your fault, babe.

/Y'know, we never got around to what you wanted last night/

[heavenly_lij]

*shy smile*

Sorry I fell asleep.

//Everything's been so... overwhelming. Been so tired since Brandon and Ewan brought me back.

You... still want to? You were kind of... dunno. You didn't seem very into it.//

*sigh*

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[angel_nick]

*sighs softly*

It's not your fault you fell asleep.

//If it's what you want, then I'll do it. I just feel like I'd be taking advantage of you is all. I mean, I love you and I want to be with you like that, but right now... It just feels like I'd be taking advantage of you//

[heavenly_lij]

*smiling a bit sadly*

But why?

//why would you feel like you were taking advantage if I'm offering? I know what my heart feels, and I know what my mind needs. And yo've said how concerned you are, instead of trying to convince me of things//

*I hug you tightly*

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[angel_nick]

*sighs*

I don't know. I've just never been in this situation before.

//And it's really weird, I know you know that//

*I hug you back, just as tightly*

[heavenly_lij]

Weird?

//what do you mean?//

*I kiss the side of your neck, then nuzzle against you again.*

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[angel_nick]

//Feeling everything you went through down there//

[heavenly_lij]

*I gasp and give you a horrified look in realization*

//I know... and I'm so sorry you had to experience that. I knew that you possibly would, but I had to push it away, that thought, and think only of getting back, or it would have been too much for me. To know that you were feeling all that in you as well//

*I relax my gaze, then bury my face against your neck*

//can you feel my love now?//

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[angel_nick]

*nods*

//Yes, I can feel it. And I know you're sorry, but it wasn't your fault. You didn't mean for it to happen, and I know you didn't want it to happen. It's not your fault//