Sep 20, 2005 12:16
well ya blah...grr...i hate you...yes you....i dont know who you are but i hate you and i just dont like you...well im still at kris's house...grr...bats being kool...we are starting a kinda friendship thing...ya so im totally not worrried that she really hates me...i dont think she does but then again she has changed so much and i guess i have too...zeppelin is still sick yet she goes out and doesnt stay in bed like she is supposed to...GRR...but ya any way...korn rocks...promking totally rocks i love her...im so happy that she finally let herself love someone...dykey pooh is kindda in some major drama...but what else is new...i cant believe that everyone at sofi's boyfriend's house heard what happend 2 saturdays ago... :hides under blanket: ... but ya im loud we all know this...he he he he he...ya anyhoo...i wish that i was still in school i miss that drama in my life...you know i dont think that i will ever be totally in love with any one ever again but hey that is kool i guess...im a bad person...i cut yesterday...it had been 3 weeks since the last time i cut so it felt good i guess...other cutters think im odd because i use a saftey pin...i just am odd...but ya anyhoo...i want to get totally wasted...ya anyhoo i need to go i love you all...
love always,
madchen aka kayelyn...