AHHHHH! death to all ::stab stab stab::
so yeah..... im kinda in a bad mood.... ::bleh::.... but w/e.... i just hate certain people.... i can't seem to stand them ne more even thgouh for a while i've been trying my hardest not to blow up on them and kinda just put up w/ everyhting just so i dont start ne more drama.. but i just feel like i need ot fucking stand up for my self, what i beleive, my moral, and what i feel is right.... i mean, sure, people can keep judgments and opinions to themselves if it's somehting that the other person can't exactly change or help..... but when its somehitng like, for exampple, some on in charge acting like an immature ass, cursing behind someone elses back and saying shit about them when they r suppose to be working along side them... idk, its complicated and saying shit online doesnt help at all ::cough cough::... because obviously it's weak, immature and what good does it get ne one? i say people should confront problems and people... thats my new stand and i need to stop eing a hypocrite and live up to my own expectations....
:;sigh::.. now that thats off my chest i can start crushing about my new crush/crushes..... lol. OMG!!! sooooooo hot... well, idk, not at 1st.... i mean, this kid is in Drama w/ me (i think like the only guy who isn't gay,... or at least i hope not, lol) and like idk, he just stole my heart.... lol. It's funny thogh, i can't exactly just go up to him and obviously flirt w/ him... i was sooo friggen shy that i didn't start tlaking to him untill like a few days ago... and that was one time.... i need to do it again, lol. Idk, i find it interesting how i dont like confronting smeone when in a group (party, play practice, when he's around a bunch of friends or visa versa). im good on the one-and-one thing. I love being shoved into situations where i just HAVE to start up convo... just too much fun (icebreakers)..lol thats what happned the other day... driving me home just HAD to talk to him about comment topics (yay for SAT's and driving)... lol....
it's funny, he's like my main interest right now, but then again i cant't help myself from crushing on a few other people... some, sadly ehough, younger than me..... no frosh though, im not THAT bad.. lol... and like idk, i just cant help but lie other people. idk what my prob is..... i cant fflirt w/ the guiy i have the biggest crush on b/c im too shy, but w/ my other crush's if i really wanted to i can soo easily just flirt like crazy w/ them... idk, bleh....
OOOOOO!!! new news: FLIRTING TECNIQUES!!!
1) to meet a hot guy ina ranodm area (ie: the shore, bowling, ina mall, yadda yadda..) a great ice breaker or a way ot get them to notice u is to ask questions. Like, "do u have the time?" or "do u know where such and such is?? i can't seem to find it, lol".... but when u find a guy that's interested in somehtin, just stand next to them and be like, "oh, ur interested in this stuff to??" or if it's a sport, "hey do u know who that person is? great player... r u here ot watch ne one?".... cute stuff.... if ur w/ a group of friends try to like move over to the guy and like just laugh and tlka about junk, then ask hima random question... dont whisper to ur g/fs and make it TOO obvious... then u'll seem easy (idk, some times u do sometimes u dont)..
2) once u get that person's attention, dont seemt o easy but like twirl ur hair or fidget w/ something while like leaning on one hip or against a wall.... and keep like direct eye contact the majority of the time. flasha smile when ever u can ^_^. I find it fun to just but into conversations and just come in on a conversation. Whats always fun is to randomly find out if someone is ticklish.... lol... get them for a while and kinda back off when they got both ur hand behind ur back. My fav is to tickle a guy or steel something of the guys and run around, just give up when they try and pry it out of ur hands and like, when they have my hand sbeind there back i just end up relaxing and leaning against them, or like i just hold there hand... sooo much fun
3) idk y im numbering, but im bored and its like 12 am ona school night.. lol. What else it great is to really show genuine interest in the guy.. get into his personal life a lil bit and give away a lil of urs too.. not too much like ow nasty sex was w/ ur x a few weeks ago or about ur tampon being too big or somehting... lol.. but like show genuine interset. best way to do it.
ok, i have alot more but i NEED to get to bed... people give me ideads and things i missed... lol <3 to al.... nighty night
<3 yay for me not spelling correctly
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:;sigh::.. now that thats off my chest i can start crushing about my new crush/crushes..... lol. OMG!!! sooooooo hot... well, idk, not at 1st.... i mean, this kid is in Drama w/ me (i think like the only guy who isn't gay,... or at least i hope not, lol) and like idk, he just stole my heart.... lol. It's funny thogh, i can't exactly just go up to him and obviously flirt w/ him... i was sooo friggen shy that i didn't start tlaking to him untill like a few days ago... and that was one time.... i need to do it again, lol. Idk, i find it interesting how i dont like confronting smeone when in a group (party, play practice, when he's around a bunch of friends or visa versa). im good on the one-and-one thing. I love being shoved into situations where i just HAVE to start up convo... just too much fun (icebreakers)..lol thats what happned the other day... driving me home just HAD to talk to him about comment topics (yay for SAT's and driving)... lol....
it's funny, he's like my main interest right now, but then again i cant't help myself from crushing on a few other people... some, sadly ehough, younger than me..... no frosh though, im not THAT bad.. lol... and like idk, i just cant help but lie other people. idk what my prob is..... i cant fflirt w/ the guiy i have the biggest crush on b/c im too shy, but w/ my other crush's if i really wanted to i can soo easily just flirt like crazy w/ them... idk, bleh....
OOOOOO!!! new news: FLIRTING TECNIQUES!!!
1) to meet a hot guy ina ranodm area (ie: the shore, bowling, ina mall, yadda yadda..) a great ice breaker or a way ot get them to notice u is to ask questions. Like, "do u have the time?" or "do u know where such and such is?? i can't seem to find it, lol".... but when u find a guy that's interested in somehtin, just stand next to them and be like, "oh, ur interested in this stuff to??" or if it's a sport, "hey do u know who that person is? great player... r u here ot watch ne one?".... cute stuff.... if ur w/ a group of friends try to like move over to the guy and like just laugh and tlka about junk, then ask hima random question... dont whisper to ur g/fs and make it TOO obvious... then u'll seem easy (idk, some times u do sometimes u dont)..
2) once u get that person's attention, dont seemt o easy but like twirl ur hair or fidget w/ something while like leaning on one hip or against a wall.... and keep like direct eye contact the majority of the time. flasha smile when ever u can ^_^. I find it fun to just but into conversations and just come in on a conversation. Whats always fun is to randomly find out if someone is ticklish.... lol... get them for a while and kinda back off when they got both ur hand behind ur back. My fav is to tickle a guy or steel something of the guys and run around, just give up when they try and pry it out of ur hands and like, when they have my hand sbeind there back i just end up relaxing and leaning against them, or like i just hold there hand... sooo much fun
3) idk y im numbering, but im bored and its like 12 am ona school night.. lol. What else it great is to really show genuine interest in the guy.. get into his personal life a lil bit and give away a lil of urs too.. not too much like ow nasty sex was w/ ur x a few weeks ago or about ur tampon being too big or somehting... lol.. but like show genuine interset. best way to do it.
ok, i have alot more but i NEED to get to bed... people give me ideads and things i missed... lol <3 to al.... nighty night
<3 yay for me not spelling correctly
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