thoughts.. poems.. feelings.... life.
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...Sometimes i wonder if anyone cares... if anyone really knows what i go through or can even comprihend what im feeling inside... People say that they understand and it's ok, they've been through it too, they know what it feels like... but they really don't. So many people are ignorant of the fact that you can never feel true pain and heart break unless you feel true love. You can't feel true happiness unless u've felt true depression and pain. You can never rise to the top unless u've hit rock bottom. You cannot appreciate life untill you've broken down because of death... You can never feel a true possitive, like pure joy, happiness or love... unless you've felt the negative, like pure pain, depression, sadness.. heart break.. there are some exceptions, such as pain your whole life and no possitive, or happiness and no negative..... but u dont know how lucky you are to have somehting untill its gone.
People say they know how it is to not have a parent because they never had a loving father or mother in their life..... but no one knows how much it hurts to lose a father, how much u want to die because you have experienced that love once b4... you've had a loving dad or mom... that spectial someone was in ur life..... but now ther're gone.. thats when u know true pain and suffering... when u miss what u once knew.. u mis the feelings that can never be brought back.. and u wish, even just for a moment, that you could be in someone elses place who have never known their father and never to knwo what its liek to have someone love u when u were a child........ to me, ignorance it bliss..... when u cant miss somehting that you've never felt..... thats better to me than having memories of laughter and love, and then knowing i can never feel that was agina w/ my father....
sry if what i said is hurting or offending anyone..... but this is my view.. everyones view of the same hting is entirly diffrent.. no matter how much u think its simular.... this is just my view.. my heart break.. my hardship....
::tears::
...Sometimes i wonder if anyone cares... if anyone really knows what i go through or can even comprihend what im feeling inside... People say that they understand and it's ok, they've been through it too, they know what it feels like... but they really don't. So many people are ignorant of the fact that you can never feel true pain and heart break unless you feel true love. You can't feel true happiness unless u've felt true depression and pain. You can never rise to the top unless u've hit rock bottom. You cannot appreciate life untill you've broken down because of death... You can never feel a true possitive, like pure joy, happiness or love... unless you've felt the negative, like pure pain, depression, sadness.. heart break.. there are some exceptions, such as pain your whole life and no possitive, or happiness and no negative..... but u dont know how lucky you are to have somehting untill its gone.
People say they know how it is to not have a parent because they never had a loving father or mother in their life..... but no one knows how much it hurts to lose a father, how much u want to die because you have experienced that love once b4... you've had a loving dad or mom... that spectial someone was in ur life..... but now ther're gone.. thats when u know true pain and suffering... when u miss what u once knew.. u mis the feelings that can never be brought back.. and u wish, even just for a moment, that you could be in someone elses place who have never known their father and never to knwo what its liek to have someone love u when u were a child........ to me, ignorance it bliss..... when u cant miss somehting that you've never felt..... thats better to me than having memories of laughter and love, and then knowing i can never feel that was agina w/ my father....
sry if what i said is hurting or offending anyone..... but this is my view.. everyones view of the same hting is entirly diffrent.. no matter how much u think its simular.... this is just my view.. my heart break.. my hardship....
::tears::