I was ana when I was 11-14 and I looked good. I was 5'9 125lbs and I had HUGE breasts.
I'm 19 now and I have been diagnosed as bi-polar, as a result I have been put on lots of different medications and have gained A LOT of weight.
I don't like to talk about it with anyone, because I think I'm still in denial that I'm fat.
I have a wonderful boyfriend, he's goregous, thin, everything and he loves me and says that I'm beautiful.
Still, I feel unconfortable getting naked around or with him. I not only want to get thin again for him, I never feel good about myself. I have stretch-marks now and I'm disgusting. I have become what I used to look at and say, "I will NEVER be that fat."
I am ready to make that change and I need all the support and help you all can offer.
H: 5'9 CW: 262 HW: 262 LW: 113lbs GW: 115lbs
I know, I know, I have a LONG way to go, but I know I can and will do it.
I'm 19 now and I have been diagnosed as bi-polar, as a result I have been put on lots of different medications and have gained A LOT of weight.
I don't like to talk about it with anyone, because I think I'm still in denial that I'm fat.
I have a wonderful boyfriend, he's goregous, thin, everything and he loves me and says that I'm beautiful.
Still, I feel unconfortable getting naked around or with him. I not only want to get thin again for him, I never feel good about myself. I have stretch-marks now and I'm disgusting. I have become what I used to look at and say, "I will NEVER be that fat."
I am ready to make that change and I need all the support and help you all can offer.
H: 5'9
CW: 262
HW: 262
LW: 113lbs
GW: 115lbs
I know, I know, I have a LONG way to go, but I know I can and will do it.
That's me at graduation in the scrubs.
This is my boyfriend and I.
My boyfriend and me at the beach.
My boyfriend and me at the beach.
My boyfriend and I.
My boyfriend and I.
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