Wish.
I thought that I didn't have a heart anymore. After all of the previous events these past few months, I ended up thinking that I was numb. I was numbed by pain, anger and frustrations. I had a couple of infatuations that didn't come into fruition. It might seem shallow of me but I also gave up on someone whom I've had a serious crush on because I thought that it will definitely go nowhere. I can't gamble on love anymore. I don't have anything to lose: my heart. (You should know that yesterday was supposed to be my second year anniversary with Jerome but it didn't happen. Heartbreaking!)
Suddenly, I read something so sweet and so surprising that I wanted to cry. My poor heart was resurrected. I wanted to believe in him again. It's impossible because our usual mode of communication was currently offline. But there's always Livejournal... I have to be honest: I missed him so badly. I really hope that he's okay. He's the only I want now.
I think he knows that. Maybe he's smiling... I don't really know what to say except I'm perfectly serious. Oh! The things that I could tell him would definitely make him blush. Or maybe he'll turn things around and make me go red in return. You can never tell.
Let me just finish my movie and then I'm going to go to bed.
Suddenly, I read something so sweet and so surprising that I wanted to cry. My poor heart was resurrected. I wanted to believe in him again. It's impossible because our usual mode of communication was currently offline. But there's always Livejournal... I have to be honest: I missed him so badly. I really hope that he's okay. He's the only I want now.
I think he knows that. Maybe he's smiling... I don't really know what to say except I'm perfectly serious. Oh! The things that I could tell him would definitely make him blush. Or maybe he'll turn things around and make me go red in return. You can never tell.
Let me just finish my movie and then I'm going to go to bed.