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So yeah I'm drunk again. Why am I always drunk when I make entries? At least I'm having fun tonight. Ivy and Micah are playing chess with shot glasses on the floor... Tasha is asleep on Barry on the couch and Kara is doing commentary for the chess games. Obviously i'm here and we just dropped TJ off at his house. Having lots of fun tonight. Sometimes I forget about my childhood friends I guess. I'm so into my Renton friends and Ikea crew that.... I dunno.... There are reasons you stay with the people you were with in highschool... And I think sometimes that you'll always have fun with them, no matter the situation. Like, I'm sure at the reunions that we'll be partying....
Whatever, you don't care...
Emailed Matt again. He said in the last email that he was going to call three times.... I'm starting to wonder what I've gotten myself into. I cant wait to see him though... I wonder what he looks like now... But I shouldn't. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't want to care. I should be totally happy with Danny. I am... But there's always an aspect of.... "what if?" ARGH. Things have gotten better lately, I've been really happy. I kind of miss him right now. I stayed last night at my moms too so I haven't slept with my baby in two nights! That's more than I've spent away from him in almost three years! OMG! lol.
Anyway, as most of you have noticed, I've joined MySpace. I won't be able to really spend time on there since I don't have internet but whatever.
Okay I'm done, too drunk and people are looking at me weird.
Whatever, you don't care...
Emailed Matt again. He said in the last email that he was going to call three times.... I'm starting to wonder what I've gotten myself into. I cant wait to see him though... I wonder what he looks like now... But I shouldn't. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't want to care. I should be totally happy with Danny. I am... But there's always an aspect of.... "what if?" ARGH. Things have gotten better lately, I've been really happy. I kind of miss him right now. I stayed last night at my moms too so I haven't slept with my baby in two nights! That's more than I've spent away from him in almost three years! OMG! lol.
Anyway, as most of you have noticed, I've joined MySpace. I won't be able to really spend time on there since I don't have internet but whatever.
Okay I'm done, too drunk and people are looking at me weird.