So I haven't been on Tumblr much lately because of GISHWHES stuff, but I returned tonight and my dash was covered in sad sad Destiel stuff and I'm just like...
WHY IS THIS SHIP SO PAINFUL
WHY
UGH
MAKE IT STOP
And then I went to the Good Omens tag and saw the cute Crowley/Aziraphale and I'm just like...
God fucking dammit. I'm still a hardcore Destiel shipper and I haven't given up the ship (four pieces still incoming!) but the feelings the two ships stirs in me are very very different. Destiel hurts. It hurts so bad. Crowley/Aziraphale is just hot and cute and funny and beautiful. I hope I get over this because Destiel... DESTIEL... DESTIEL YOU OWN ME.
I will never give up this ship. It just hurts too much right now. Maybe I need a short shipping break. Very short. Because I have a fic due in 7 days. And then I have two due in a couple months.