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=/ I honestly could do without people but when I have no one to talk to and I think about how everyone else including you has their little group of friends, I feel pathetic and like there is something wrong with me since I don't have friends. I remember you saying us mixing out friends and I just felt so awkward because of course you have a bunch of friends and I don't have any... I told you the other night I feel like no one likes me and you never asked me about it or anything... So I can't even talk to you, you don't even care. My like 2 friend make me sad because I don't even really feel like that friend vibe like you have that you go and hang out and talk with these people constantly and tell them private things even when it's half of my privacy and I didn't say go share but you do anyway.
my life is pathetic.
i just want to leave and be alone. No one would care anyway. No one would ever miss me.
And don't you have the nerve to get mad at me for treating you like a creep that you can't look at a girl without being scum because you were! What decent guy with a girl friend drools over girls I twitter and tells them how hot they are and what great boobs they have. Clearly everyone does get your dick hard and you are just another disgusting pathetic man. And don't you fucking get upset that I can't let it go! You fucking faked to my face that you were better than that but clearly you weren't! So don't think I'm naive enough to believe you have changed, you could be faking in my face again! I won't let you hurt and surprise me this time! Your fucking lucky I give you the time of day, but clearly you don't feel lucky to have me, or that I'm even trying to work on this with you after the fucking jackal and lying asshole you've been! And you've even told me you're a liar and that you lie to me and you lie just to lie. So excuse me that I don't trust you.
and the fact you have to stay away from twitter to fucking behave? So what you can't behave unless you have to hide. So what you have to behave that way?
my life is pathetic.
i just want to leave and be alone. No one would care anyway. No one would ever miss me.
And don't you have the nerve to get mad at me for treating you like a creep that you can't look at a girl without being scum because you were! What decent guy with a girl friend drools over girls I twitter and tells them how hot they are and what great boobs they have. Clearly everyone does get your dick hard and you are just another disgusting pathetic man. And don't you fucking get upset that I can't let it go! You fucking faked to my face that you were better than that but clearly you weren't! So don't think I'm naive enough to believe you have changed, you could be faking in my face again! I won't let you hurt and surprise me this time! Your fucking lucky I give you the time of day, but clearly you don't feel lucky to have me, or that I'm even trying to work on this with you after the fucking jackal and lying asshole you've been! And you've even told me you're a liar and that you lie to me and you lie just to lie. So excuse me that I don't trust you.
and the fact you have to stay away from twitter to fucking behave? So what you can't behave unless you have to hide. So what you have to behave that way?