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[angel_hunter]

school is done.
im already 2 minutes late for thesis jury.
and i dont care.
*sighs* its coming around again
that feeling that i get sometimes.. like a slow burn
and all the things that i should not be thinking about
well i think about them
a lot.
movies, green, miso, vitasputen
all the good boys. *laughs* and not so boys.
and how i would just love, love to have some bad bad bad fun
which makes me a semi bad person
even the last one... the bad things seem to have evaporated
and all i remember is what those kisses used to be like
without all the drama
just the fire in it all
and then the conversations with movies
never appropriate
yet never crossing the line
although one could say that there was no more line after that final farewell
my life
one damn movie scene after another
its like im being chased by clichees
damn.
but its here again.. and i dont know how to get rid of it
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and then maybe i dont want to..
and thats what scares me the most..
maybe i dont want to..
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europe will be my downfall.. i can taste it in the air
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but then again, kellios may be right.. it could just be the lack of sex talking.....
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