hello... we meet again
Ok I know I neglected this thing over the summer but im gonna try to keep it up now that school has started again…. GRRR school sucks! It really does and I have a really bad headache! And like everyone was annoying me today. I don’t know why but like suddenly its like everything feels so far away from me and I don’t know why… its actually scaring me because even adam feels far away and that is like the one thing that has always felt grounded. But whatever ill be good. I always pull through somehow.
Ok well school has changed a bunch. We cant carry backpacks no more which really sucks. And I don’t have lockers that works because the stupid piece of shit school cant afford lockers that actually work. Grrr. Anywho I have one class with adam which makes me happy because I I need to see my baby at least a lil bit! I mean hell he is my baby! But the class I have is chemistry and chemistry is stupid and sucks ass and we have a stupid teacher…. I mean jesus he gave us homework on the first day! God! And it wasn’t like a little bit of work it was a ton of work! And then I have SAT Verbal which will be a breeze…. The geometry which is stupid because its like the same period that I had it last year and it’s the same teacher and its just grrr! Lol can you tell I don’t like my life? Lol well other than that the day was ok I guess. I got to see tons of people that I havent seen all summer! It was good. But lunch sucks because my baby isn’t there! And I only saw him a lil today and I missed him oodles! Lol. Well anyways I have homework… tty tomorrow hopefully.
~jessie