I'm Not Dead!
Wow has it been forever?? I have been so lazy lately on this thing! Not like I haven't been on the computer enough.
So as of right now... my face is swollen up like a balloon. I feel like a cabage patch kid and my mom calls me fat bastard. I had all four of my wisdom teeth taken out on friday and it is now monday and I look and feel worse. I don't see how that all makes sence.. but whatever. So I haven't been to school for 2 days and I probably won't be going tomorrow either. It feels weird laying in bed all day. I watched 3 movies today.. which is not something I normally do. Me and the Tv aren't friends.
So me and Louis are still happily together. We have been together almost 3 months now. I know it doesn't seem like that long but when I look back on all that we have done.. It makes me feel so good that he still with me. I told him on saturday that he wasn't allowed to come see me because I didn't want him to see me the way that I looked. He was all "Girl, I love you not because of what you look like but because of who you are.. and if you think that I don't want to see you- you are wrong." It made me feel so good. But as it turns out..he didn't come see me because he couldn't find a ride.. and me taking the pills I am-can't drive! I know he cares though.. and that feels good too. After the way that I have been treated by guys I honestly never thought that I would find a guy that would be as understanding as Louis. He is my best friend. I can tell him anything and I think he can too. He has told me some stuff that he says he has never told anyone else because he was afraid of what their reaction would be. So yeah.. I love him
I am gonna try to keep more updated on this thing.. we'll see how that goes.....
So as of right now... my face is swollen up like a balloon. I feel like a cabage patch kid and my mom calls me fat bastard. I had all four of my wisdom teeth taken out on friday and it is now monday and I look and feel worse. I don't see how that all makes sence.. but whatever. So I haven't been to school for 2 days and I probably won't be going tomorrow either. It feels weird laying in bed all day. I watched 3 movies today.. which is not something I normally do. Me and the Tv aren't friends.
So me and Louis are still happily together. We have been together almost 3 months now. I know it doesn't seem like that long but when I look back on all that we have done.. It makes me feel so good that he still with me. I told him on saturday that he wasn't allowed to come see me because I didn't want him to see me the way that I looked. He was all "Girl, I love you not because of what you look like but because of who you are.. and if you think that I don't want to see you- you are wrong." It made me feel so good. But as it turns out..he didn't come see me because he couldn't find a ride.. and me taking the pills I am-can't drive! I know he cares though.. and that feels good too. After the way that I have been treated by guys I honestly never thought that I would find a guy that would be as understanding as Louis. He is my best friend. I can tell him anything and I think he can too. He has told me some stuff that he says he has never told anyone else because he was afraid of what their reaction would be. So yeah.. I love him
I am gonna try to keep more updated on this thing.. we'll see how that goes.....