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This has to be quick I need to get back to work soon. I broke up with A the day before yesterday. He didn't even threaten to kill himself. He called his dad and had him come pick him up. I finally got the guts to let everything out. He was trying to get me to stay until I told him that I havn't been sexually attracted to him in almost a year. Then he asked me strait out if I had faked all the orgasams since we've been back together. I told him not all, but most of them. That was when he decided to call his dad. I was just going to stop at "not all", but then he started trying to fix it agian. There was no fixing anything. So he left. I feel a lot better. I have no regrets. I feel more at peace. I do miss him. I still love him, but I couldn't be with him. Men just don't turn me on. And he didn't just want to be my friend or anything... I know I did the right thing though, and I am very happy that I did it. All my friends have been telling me how horrible he was to me. I have a feeling I wont even need my anti-depressents anymore, but well see.
-Erin
-Erin