Jan 31, 2008 02:02
whoever said senior year was awesome LIED!! lied so much that i actually feel like posting. wth??
~ 24 units
~ cheerleading practice 3 times a week
~ bball games 2 times a week
~ 5 pcn dances
~ teaching 1 pcn dance
~ pcn skit
~ KFA (if i can even find time to attend rehearsals)
~ <5 hours/week of work (which i doubt i can even do anymore)
~ finding a place to live after i graduate and get kicked out of the apt dorms in march
~ finding a job
~ maintaining a relationship (not like i don't love it...but it's hard work man!)
ugghhhh!! they're really making me work hard for this piece of paper they call a degree. i dont know how i did it my soph year with school, barkada board, cheer, and pcn....i dont feel like i have that kind of energy anymore. its like im exhausted 24/7. its either im starting to feel the effects of getting old....or im just stretching myself really thin....or maybe its both. i cant wait to graduate and be done with all of this. i know i'll probably be saying the opposite once im actually done like everyone else, but whatever...i took on waay more than i bargained for.
i miss how in high school they coordinated it so that you actually could do everything you wanted to do....like school, athletics, cmt, asb, mctv, yearbook, choir, dance, and just everything all at once and still have a life. not like anyone ever did ALL of those at one time...but you know...the option was there if you really wanted to.
where did all that time go?