the first blog of a girl with full of thoughts
I always wanted to write a blog. I always to plan to write one, but I end up not finishing it. Maybe because I don’t know what to say at the first place. I mean, I don’t really have interesting thoughts to be shared. Probably, you’ll ask, you are writing a blog now, does it mean it is quiet interesting. Well, I am trying to make it look interesting (Honestly)… So before you bore up reading this, maybe I should start at making my point, right?
Well, there is one reason I want to write a blog today, and that is to share my (senseless) thoughts. You see, I have many thoughts going on my mind, and you might say I am crazy, but, to tell you honestly, sometimes, I can’t control my mind of what to think of. (Maybe I am going crazy)… Ok, this is quiet hard for me to share, but since, I know, that a blog has 1% (my own theory) to be read by other people, especially because my blog is not about love (it’s not?), and I am not a famous person to be interested with what she write on her blog, then I guess, I have 99% (again, a theory) that no one will be reading this, except of course if I force someone to read it. (What am I saying?!) Well, here goes…
Have you ever experience of imagining a lot, and in the end, wishing it will all come true, but then you will feel hurt, because you know it will never come true? Well, with two hands raised, I do… and believe me, it happens a lot to me. Sometimes I wonder why I am not learning my lesson. I mean, why until now, I still feel the same. Actually, I reached the point of wishing I never had this kind of mind.
You might be saying, maybe all you had to was dream, but you never wake up and make it happen. Hahaha… Actually, we are talking about a different dream here, it is a dream where only fate can resolve. Well… there is nothing I can do, right? Except to stop myself from imagining such impossible dreams and move on.
But for once, of all my dreams and from all I imagined that will happen to me… at least one, I want to make it come true. For once, I will say “Hey, this is exactly what I imagined”. And you know what, there is a dream, there is one thing that I imagined that I know I can make it happen, (whooo…stop!) Actually, I can’t make it, but I am hoping it will be the result… But still, I am determined to do it…
But you know what, I realize one thing. Some dreams might not come true, but it doesn’t matter. At least, you know how to dream. You see, I have a deeper meaning of dream. For me, dreams are made not only for you to wish to make it come true, but it is also where heart and mind meets. ‘Cause a true dream is what your heart really wish for and letting your mind do the envisioning.