I'm confused, depressed, and .... blah
I'm pretty sure that no one reads this livejournal but that's okay with me. I just need to get a couple things off from my chest.
Lately all my life has been about is school and work. I haven't seen or heard from any of my friends in months (although that goes both ways so I am also partially to blame for that). I just feel so tired all the time and I feel like my life isn't going any where. Everytime I think that I tell myself that I just need to hold out for a couple more months and then maybe I can go to MSU and study Japanese and Korean. I want to learn both languages so much but I'm worried that I'm not going to be able to do it and that I will end up putting myself into so much debt for no reason. Most of my family doesn't help either. They tell me that I wont be able to do it and that I should be a doctor or some bullshit like that. They don't listen to me when I say that I don't work well with people and that I am not social enough to do something like that. They just say that its good money and would be better than learning Japanese and Korean. *sigh* I think this is just making me more depressed so I'm going to stop.
To anyone who reads this I'm sorry to waste your time v_v' and try not to pay attention to my rambling.
Lately all my life has been about is school and work. I haven't seen or heard from any of my friends in months (although that goes both ways so I am also partially to blame for that). I just feel so tired all the time and I feel like my life isn't going any where. Everytime I think that I tell myself that I just need to hold out for a couple more months and then maybe I can go to MSU and study Japanese and Korean. I want to learn both languages so much but I'm worried that I'm not going to be able to do it and that I will end up putting myself into so much debt for no reason. Most of my family doesn't help either. They tell me that I wont be able to do it and that I should be a doctor or some bullshit like that. They don't listen to me when I say that I don't work well with people and that I am not social enough to do something like that. They just say that its good money and would be better than learning Japanese and Korean. *sigh* I think this is just making me more depressed so I'm going to stop.
To anyone who reads this I'm sorry to waste your time v_v' and try not to pay attention to my rambling.