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I felt like my mind is ready to blow up any moment, hahaha...
Well, stress piling up, and thinking about a lot of things (I admit I tend to think too much and being a total paranoid) >_>;
Sometimes when I saw some films, anime or books, telling about someone who's hardworking, I tend to think how can they do that. Since I just can't. Maybe it was because I haven't found something I to live for. My mom said that I'm still lost, well, maybe I am.
I didn't tell her anything, I just said that I'm still confused etc. And after that she just said that I'm still kind of lost. After I think about it, maybe she's right.
I somehow forgot how to dream about my future. I felt like I'm just live because I'm there and have a life, though I felt so empty. I don't know when it started, maybe around high school where it was the most stressful and pinch problem in my life, which also made me started to open up with my parents even though not fully. Well, I just can't >_>; Maybe it was due to my parents busy schedule when I was still in elementary school, or is it that I'm just childish, or maybe a coward.
Anyway, let's do a little fangirling! *Threw away all the problems aside for now*
ASDFGHJKL BABA! *DED*
Minami, how can you look quite cool here yet so molestable uke HERE?!
I haven't opened Aiba's h.a.style blog for a while, but when I opened it... I smiled first (he's taking a photo with someone dressing as Santa), then I WTF (he got an Uchiemon drawing, don't even ask what's that since I also don't know O__o; ) and then I just have to SQUEEEEEEEEEE! He's so holding a baby and both of them looks so cuuuuteeeee XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I had watched Gundam 00 until ep.7, but everytime I saw Setsuna with his red shawl, I just blend him with the image of Ritsuka from Loveless x___x;
And I had a feeling that Lockon is the 'Soubi' for Setsuna LOL *brick self*
Well, Setsuna's past was revealed a little there. I wonder who's next XD
CLAMP is so mean to leave the latest chapter of xxxHolic and TRC like that T_________T
I was like "EE? What happened to Kohane?? What will happen to Sakura and Shaoran?? I wanna know now!!"
This is why I prefer to leave mangas for a few months so I don't have to wait with such a curious feeling like this ;A;
But it was such a good inspiration for me, so it's quite a torn >__<;
Okay feeling better, now back to work even though I'm so wanting to draw a bunch of fanart, I shouldn't >__>;
Well, stress piling up, and thinking about a lot of things (I admit I tend to think too much and being a total paranoid) >_>;
Sometimes when I saw some films, anime or books, telling about someone who's hardworking, I tend to think how can they do that. Since I just can't. Maybe it was because I haven't found something I to live for. My mom said that I'm still lost, well, maybe I am.
I didn't tell her anything, I just said that I'm still confused etc. And after that she just said that I'm still kind of lost. After I think about it, maybe she's right.
I somehow forgot how to dream about my future. I felt like I'm just live because I'm there and have a life, though I felt so empty. I don't know when it started, maybe around high school where it was the most stressful and pinch problem in my life, which also made me started to open up with my parents even though not fully. Well, I just can't >_>; Maybe it was due to my parents busy schedule when I was still in elementary school, or is it that I'm just childish, or maybe a coward.
Anyway, let's do a little fangirling! *Threw away all the problems aside for now*
ASDFGHJKL BABA! *DED*
Minami, how can you look quite cool here yet so molestable uke HERE?!
I haven't opened Aiba's h.a.style blog for a while, but when I opened it... I smiled first (he's taking a photo with someone dressing as Santa), then I WTF (he got an Uchiemon drawing, don't even ask what's that since I also don't know O__o; ) and then I just have to SQUEEEEEEEEEE! He's so holding a baby and both of them looks so cuuuuteeeee XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I had watched Gundam 00 until ep.7, but everytime I saw Setsuna with his red shawl, I just blend him with the image of Ritsuka from Loveless x___x;
And I had a feeling that Lockon is the 'Soubi' for Setsuna LOL *brick self*
Well, Setsuna's past was revealed a little there. I wonder who's next XD
CLAMP is so mean to leave the latest chapter of xxxHolic and TRC like that T_________T
I was like "EE? What happened to Kohane?? What will happen to Sakura and Shaoran?? I wanna know now!!"
This is why I prefer to leave mangas for a few months so I don't have to wait with such a curious feeling like this ;A;
But it was such a good inspiration for me, so it's quite a torn >__<;
Okay feeling better, now back to work even though I'm so wanting to draw a bunch of fanart, I shouldn't >__>;