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So out of sheer randonness i found both Phil and Tiffany's profiles on myspace. I love that site...easiest place to spy on people and their lives...at least as much as they post on there. But it is good to find information. They are together and her child is his....at least as far as he knows. At leasts that what the profiles say....and they're both recent- like yesterday type recent.
In a way it makes me sad...but in a way it makes me laugh too. Phil always talks about how horrible tiffany is...and now he's literaly stuck with her for the next 18 years at least. O well...i knew they'd end up together....i guess it doesn't really matter. Sooner or later Tiffany's going to realize what a scum he is and get rid of him for good- whether the kids his or not. ( i swear she was fucking JT...but thats just me)
It just makes me think. He hurt me sooo badly- he doesn't deserve to be happy. He doesn't deserve any of the things that he supposedly has. He doesn't deserve any of it. Not because he broke my heart....that i did on my own....but because he did something to someone he told he would protect. Since I've known him, he's told me that he would protect me from anything. Then all of a sudden the james thing happens and he leaves for no real reason? WTF?? Was it an excuse? Who knows....there are so many theories running around between me and my friends about why it happened and why phil left like he did. Who knows anymore whats real and whats not. I know what happened and I'm slowly getting over it. I'm not totally over it, but I'm to the point where i can talk about it without crying or flinching.
I wonder if he knew tiffany was pregnant when he left? Maybe that would explain it......or not..who knows. I still say it's JTs.
It makes me think about rob. I've known rob about the same time I've known phil and they grew up in the same circle with the same point of views. When i todl rob he wanted to kill phil and james. And we werent even together. When i freaked out over scott and lisa's he just laid there with me and told me it was ok. Told me he wouldn't let anything happen to me. And i believed him. Because I'm stupid and after every bad thing that happens i just want to think that it wont happen again....that everyone deserves the same change- not something jaded by past experiences. He told me he wouldn't let anything happen to me. But the more i slip into this depression stage I'm going into the more i wonder how he plans to keep that promise. He's in fucking
Elkton!! An hour away- how he is gonna get here if something happens? I'm not sure what to think. We've been together for 6 months with only few technical difficulties. But we've fixed them. Relatively. So why do i compare him to phil?
Tank took up for me more then phil ever did- and me and tank never got along completely. Rob fought a friend over me- hell he almost fought his own family over me. Says in front of his mom that he loves me.
Bla...need to stop being depressed.......see what i get for spying?
In a way it makes me sad...but in a way it makes me laugh too. Phil always talks about how horrible tiffany is...and now he's literaly stuck with her for the next 18 years at least. O well...i knew they'd end up together....i guess it doesn't really matter. Sooner or later Tiffany's going to realize what a scum he is and get rid of him for good- whether the kids his or not. ( i swear she was fucking JT...but thats just me)
It just makes me think. He hurt me sooo badly- he doesn't deserve to be happy. He doesn't deserve any of the things that he supposedly has. He doesn't deserve any of it. Not because he broke my heart....that i did on my own....but because he did something to someone he told he would protect. Since I've known him, he's told me that he would protect me from anything. Then all of a sudden the james thing happens and he leaves for no real reason? WTF?? Was it an excuse? Who knows....there are so many theories running around between me and my friends about why it happened and why phil left like he did. Who knows anymore whats real and whats not. I know what happened and I'm slowly getting over it. I'm not totally over it, but I'm to the point where i can talk about it without crying or flinching.
I wonder if he knew tiffany was pregnant when he left? Maybe that would explain it......or not..who knows. I still say it's JTs.
It makes me think about rob. I've known rob about the same time I've known phil and they grew up in the same circle with the same point of views. When i todl rob he wanted to kill phil and james. And we werent even together. When i freaked out over scott and lisa's he just laid there with me and told me it was ok. Told me he wouldn't let anything happen to me. And i believed him. Because I'm stupid and after every bad thing that happens i just want to think that it wont happen again....that everyone deserves the same change- not something jaded by past experiences. He told me he wouldn't let anything happen to me. But the more i slip into this depression stage I'm going into the more i wonder how he plans to keep that promise. He's in fucking
Elkton!! An hour away- how he is gonna get here if something happens? I'm not sure what to think. We've been together for 6 months with only few technical difficulties. But we've fixed them. Relatively. So why do i compare him to phil?
Tank took up for me more then phil ever did- and me and tank never got along completely. Rob fought a friend over me- hell he almost fought his own family over me. Says in front of his mom that he loves me.
Bla...need to stop being depressed.......see what i get for spying?