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I worked my ass off this morning.
And I'm gonna end up working my ass off next week too- all week. Mon/Wed night, friday afternoon/evening, saturday night. Then probably sunday too, not sure yet. The people are nice enough at least. I haven't had too many troubles yet. Just one woman that thought I should drop everything for her- when I had a line like 5-6 deep and there was someone behind me to make the order while I rang it up. O well. Smile and agree.
I'm not sure when I'm gonna get to see rob now. I was hoping to go up wednesday, but i work...unless i go early and just go straight to work.....but still.
He just seemed to avoid me today. He called once. And i was already stressed and he yelled at me about being stressed. Then my parents got on me about stupid shit that i didn't even fucking do. Then i missed his call and accidently called him back...he said he'd call me once he ate....but here it is 12:30 and no phone call. I know he's tired, but he knew i was stressing and he coulda just called to say goodnight.
I don't know. Yesterday was our 6 month- which is big all things considering...and we really didn't even do anything but relax all day. Nothing special. I don't know if thats a good thing or not. I never liked the hype of having to celebrate the big anniversaries. Cuz then ya gotta out do yourself the next time around and that gets exspendive and pointless.
But it's still nice sometimes.
As a matter of fact i think we got in a bit of a fight over something stupid. I dunno. When i get depressed I get all pesimestic......thats gotta be it.
School sucks. Paper due....yeah
And I'm gonna end up working my ass off next week too- all week. Mon/Wed night, friday afternoon/evening, saturday night. Then probably sunday too, not sure yet. The people are nice enough at least. I haven't had too many troubles yet. Just one woman that thought I should drop everything for her- when I had a line like 5-6 deep and there was someone behind me to make the order while I rang it up. O well. Smile and agree.
I'm not sure when I'm gonna get to see rob now. I was hoping to go up wednesday, but i work...unless i go early and just go straight to work.....but still.
He just seemed to avoid me today. He called once. And i was already stressed and he yelled at me about being stressed. Then my parents got on me about stupid shit that i didn't even fucking do. Then i missed his call and accidently called him back...he said he'd call me once he ate....but here it is 12:30 and no phone call. I know he's tired, but he knew i was stressing and he coulda just called to say goodnight.
I don't know. Yesterday was our 6 month- which is big all things considering...and we really didn't even do anything but relax all day. Nothing special. I don't know if thats a good thing or not. I never liked the hype of having to celebrate the big anniversaries. Cuz then ya gotta out do yourself the next time around and that gets exspendive and pointless.
But it's still nice sometimes.
As a matter of fact i think we got in a bit of a fight over something stupid. I dunno. When i get depressed I get all pesimestic......thats gotta be it.
School sucks. Paper due....yeah