what a weekend

[angel_buster]

finally a great weekend
man am i fuckin whomped

well lets see where did it start
i cant even remember

saturday night was fuckin awsome
sean and TJ were in town from chicago
them guys are fuckin kewl
but yeah
sean got to drunk and faught with all of us
that sucked
but yeah last nihgt they had a hotel party i was supposed to go to in chicago
but i felt like sleeping and ended up having to work
so eh
then after i got off of work i slept from fuckin 9pm to 10 am
wow
i havent done that in a long fuckin time
well maybe because i didnt get home from saturdays night till fuckin 6am sunday morning
so i was whomped
then i had to work fuckin 12 to 830
8 fuckin hours of hell
which sucked
now im sittin here doing shit
eh oh well

i relized the real reason i party and drink is to get my mind off of sloan
if i was with her i know that id be contempt in sitting at home
not going out, not drinking
im happy if im with her even if shes that far away
fuck
i drink to forget
i forget to feel better
but in the end i remember and it brings back the pain
what do i do

im conna do something you will totally disagree with but i need to do it
im in too far now
jus remember
i love you angel
out