eh

[angel_buster]

what a day.

today i slept in jus like i didnt want to do.

and then finally got up and went to peru
i hate doing that shit but eh w/e

came home

went to danielles which sucked balls so i left.

met up with winger and went and hung out with old friends then
left to go hang with new ones

eh its was fun
i liked it

yeah so now im at home and i switched over to my old s/n cus i was sick off ppl talkin to me on the newer one and guess whos on.
none other then angel
shit
this is so hard not to im her
but i wont outta respect for her
only if she new that this is so hard for me
i dunno she still prolly wouldnt change at all
i think i lost her and she doesnt love me anymore
i mean to jus go and leave like that and not even shed a tear
wtf
either shes a real hard ass and never cries or she dont love me
yeah i think i know the answer to that one
fuck
i listened to a song today that reminded me of her
yeah that sucked let me tell ya
so now im sitting here staring at her name wondering what shes doing or how shes doing
and i cant even talk to her
i feel like either she died or i did
cus we cant speak
ugh
shit i
i cant take this much longer
i dunno what to do
im either stupid for letting the girl i love walk all over me
or im stupid for letting the girl i love leave
shit which is it
someone tell me
right now id rather be walked all over.

i have to say something

i have to

i love her

fuck

im sorry.

out.

fuck she jus now fuckin signed off!!!
god dammit!!!

wheres the bottle of jack at now?!!!

im out.