Jun 21, 2005 03:15
im sitting here with
swollen fingers from playing too much guitar
black lungs from smoking
and a headache from drinking too much
they are all used to get my mind off of you.
let me tell ya it doesn't work.
tonight i have been in a VERY VERY pissy mood to everyone.
i flipped out on my boss and all the employees there.
i almost beat the shit outta this one kid but someone stopped me
he was lucky cus all night i was in a brawlin mood.
something flicked in me and all i am today is pure hate.
i have wed and thurs off
finally days off.
where i dont hafta fuckin work
i made a promise to myself today
i will love no more
well its not i wont
its that i cant
something in me doesnt look at the good side of things anymore
from what im told i didnt do much of that anyways.
tonight there was a kid at work
he mouthed off to me
well not a lot
well barely any
i said move in a mean way
and he said wait in a less mean way.
so i shoved his fuckin pussy ass into the sink
yeah
i was about to be the fuck outta him till
charlie grabbed me and then everyone else held on
yeah
i was fumin
it took fuckin 6 people to hold me back
and they still couldnt
the only reason i didnt get to him is cus he finally turned face and walked
pussy
im sick of all these stupid fuckin people
they need to fuckin die or be taught to fuckin learn
fuck
i wanna brawl.
the first person that mouths off to me tomarrow
and isnt my family
is conna fuckin regret it
i swear to you
oh and as for you...
yeah
fuckin ottawa queer
if i ever see you in person i will
rip your eyes out for looking at her,
cut your nose off for smelling her hair
bust in your teeth and cut out your lips for kissing her
and chop off your fucking cock for thinking of her like that
you fuckin piece of shit ottawa queer
i will make you fuckin regret everything when you are
laying in your god fuckin damn casket
i will send you to hell
i promise!!!
i said i wouldnt go looking for trouble
well im sure not hiding from it either.
god dammit
wheres my fucking shot guns at
i know where this fucker lives
ha ha love you angel!!!
out.