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[angel_buster]

this is an entry of rememberance hopefully...

this past two days have been the beginning of a test that shows our love. you say you will always be there. now the test is here. prove it.

sometimes at night when you pick a song it strickes you more then you thought it would.
right now i am listening to blink 182. and a song by them that is very emotional. its about divorce.
what would have happened if my mom didnt abort my older brother?
what would have happened if they wouldnt have faught?
what would have happened if i wasnt born?
things happen they cant be taken back.
always remember that.

do i ruin your life so much like u say i do? tell me the truth.
cus if this is it then im already dead. my goal in life is to become
your husband. not your enemy.

i want to die now.
but i cant.

my angel is in my heart.

its not right. its my life.

i am hated.

tomarrow i will not be well.
forgive me.
beer and drugs and cigarettes will enter my life one more time before its over.
forgive me.

save me my angel.

peace out.