you

[angel_buster]

today was a horribly long day.

i wanted to sleep in but nooooo

i couldnt.

fuckin work

well at least the first thing i heard was the voice of kristina
that was awsome

tomarrow will be fun to im sure

i might not be able to see kristina, which will suck horribly
but everday now im jus proud to be able to hear her voice over the phone.
that sooths me so much

god i love her

i know that its so soon but i hafta say it.
i can feel it. the shear ability to say it is amazing to me.
i say it with such confidence.
i used to be like...
you hafta know someone well enough before you can say that
but now i know thats not true.

ugh

i am so scared
i dont wanna mess up
i always have a feeling i will
like what if i say something she doesnt like
so far ive been myself so im conna continue to do that.

well im sick of writing so im out
ttyl bitches