Jun 10, 2005 22:43
today and this night has been a bust of shit.
but fuck what can i do. it was another one of "them" days.
well fuck what did i do today???
1. slept till fuckin 3.
2. contiplated suicide while taking a shower.
3. went to work.
4. dealt with a bunch of fuckin bitch ass pricks who were hilbillies also.
5. came home
6. dont know from there.
yeah work sucked but i made money. wether it was a good way or not.
came home and of course sloan doesnt answer my calls. she does that
when shes with her friends. i hate it with a passion. but i dont
even know where she is so eh. fuck it.
wingers callin me back. he went to biros's house. and that guy hates me.
so i dunno what the hell we r doing when he leaves. might crus and fuck
around in streator. but hey, its better then sittin at home and fuckin
around on here.
sometimes i feel like my father. i hate to be bothered. but lately this summer
has been very productive. im enjoying it alot. if this is what life is ill take
it and enjoy it all the more.
im happy but im not.
im savin up for a gift for someone. i found out a way thatll help me get it faster.
but of course its something bad and i could get in a huge deal of trouble for.
but hey thats me. my nature i guess you could say.
its not that i like to do bad things, its just that im so good at doing em.
eh ill write later. now im out.
peace...