long long long ago

[angel_below]

I really dont remember the last time i ever typed anything in my live journal, i think its been ......far far too long for me to remember. Another thing is, ive grown to not want to share open thoughts with just anyone anymore, but only for those who truely value them,ya know, the real everyday friends. So a lot has changed in the past few months, a whole lot! we finally released our new album off hand of hope records, 2 band mates dropped out, I went to switzerland for 10 days, I got another job, now im delivering italian food. So anyone would think that this is a great start to something, i am lucky do be doing the things im doing and appreicate everything thats come my way. but the better things get the worse they also become, but that has to go with anything. I am so broke right now and it feels good, it feels good that no one can take any more money from me because i dont have any to give. its feels good to not want anything because i know i cant have it, keeps my mind clear and lets me focus on better things. but no, i'll save money and just not spend a single dime while working at this pizza place, I do need to save money to do something in the future. I would like to leave Santa Clarita someday, soon maybe, or maybe in 2 more years after the band is about finished (could be sooner), i really wanna leave to another country and live there for a few years. we'll its good that im not rich or else id probably move right now and be laying by my beach house in hawaii, under the palm trees, drinking pina colata from a co co nut with many hawaians brushing the air at me with their leaf fans, with island music playing in the background of course....

i dream more now



new shirt design, kinda cool isnt it? its the first we havent designed ourselves