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This shows every sign of being MY YEAR finally. I finally got to say good bye to Pat and Josh. . . and Francois found me on facebook. .. . now for those of you that don't know. . . I met Francois in Switzerland and he stole my heart. We dated as best we could for two years (he was in South Africa and I was in Canada) We lost touch as we grew older but since. . . I've tried to track him down many a times. He found me. . . He found me. . . he thought enough about me over the years to find me! He's now engaged . . .to a guy. . . but I don't care that he's gay. He loved me enough to find me again after 10 years-ish. He met me briefly and loved me unconditionally for who I was, I never pretended with him and he loved me enough to find me 10 years later. Again I say I dont care that he's gay that never is an issue with me but to know that someone cared about me enough to track me down after 10 years. . . .someone who knew me for me, someone who wasn't tied to me for anyway aside from 3 days. . . it is the most amazing thing in the world for me. I still have his picture beside my desk, i always hoped i'd find him again and now that he found me. I feel . . . . I feel loved again. . . now Sherri, Kirsten, Alex, Roland (My birth family). . . please understand that this is a different kind of feeling of being loved. This boy was my heart for years and. . . .well Im gonna leave it at that.
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